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battleship gray
i dont see
the point in this no more
whip the
dead horse, yeah
i dont have
a grip like once before
used up
life force, yeah
way too
gone
for us to
meet halfway
you see the
line in the sand
dont wash
away
i dont like
the thought of this no more
i know you
know, yeah
you can’t
stand the sight of me no more
oh, but its
easter for a dead horse
he day i go
way too
gone
for us to
meet halfway
you see the
line in the sand
dont wash
away
you got to
break it down
you see the
contrast fade
your black
my white
a
battleship gray
radio waves
confined to
the web
barely
recognize what's left of me
still i
struggle to stay
and it
doesn't seem right
have to
feel you to remember me
but you
were a part of me
now you
keep my memories
and i'm
going now
i been
walkin' the wires
with the
stars beneath my feet
in the
radio waves
seven
sisters laugh
an
abandoned cafè
near the
midnight of the soul
we hide and
we count
every tick
of the clock
reaper
grinding his teeth
and
thirsting for the energy
can’t give
any more of me
ill send
you ahead of me
and she's
going now
i been
walkin' the wires
with the
stars beneath my feet
in the
radio waves
seven
sisters talk to me
i been
comin' apart
but i'm so
afraid to leave
in the
radio waves
seven
sisters laugh

From
self-propelled
one mrs. hippie
vacant head, vacant stare,
weasel rots in there
albatross to drag you down
hands out you don’t care
pain you feel, feel is you
gimme one more dime to get back home
greasy junkie charm
the sucking sound that drowns you out
is coming from your arm
hate you feel, feel is you
how long can you hold your breath?
standin’ in the flood one mrs. hippie
how long can you keep your pride?
once it’s in your blood one mrs. hippie
how long can you hold your tongue?
‘til you are a liar one mrs. hippie
how long ‘til you find the one?
one who keeps your fire one mrs. hippie
you do what you have to; you do what you think you have to
how long can you hold your breath?
standin’ in the flood one mrs. hippie
how long can you keep your pride?
once it’s in your blood one mrs. hippie
how long can you hold your tongue?
‘til you are a liar one mrs. hippie
how long ‘til you find the one?
one who keeps your fire one mrs. hippie
how long?
how long?
one mrs. hippie
afraid
a million
things to do
but i don’t
make the time
it’s easier
being blind
think of
where i could be
if i just
set my mind
its close
enough to see
still i
won’t cross the line
the blame
so easily falls
everywhere
but where it belongs
right here
now the
only ass i can pin this tail on
is me for
standing by and waiting too long
save me
from myself
afraid to
fail afraid to fall
afraid to
have nothing but afraid to have it all
afraid to
leave and break these ties
afraid to
take the trip but afraid to miss the ride
afraid to
fail
blue sun
keep your
tools to yourself
i aint so
smart but i amuse myself
how can i
read your lips
when you
don’t move your mouth?
still i
feel what you’re saying,
can’t block
it out
self
respect on a shelf
aint worth
much so i abuse myself
oh i’m in
here somewhere
but you may
have to shout
fingernails
on the blackboard
they drown
you out
how deep
the secret?
how long
the lie?
how warm
the colors of another sky?
how far the
reaches this time around?
how long
the shadows?
blue sun
goes down

into
this
could i
have been any stupider?
i don’t
think so
could i
have thought any less about you?
could i
have been any more selfish here?
i don’t
think so
you were
the plan
that i
didn’t think through
you were
the promise
of making
this life worth living
you were
the love
that would
make it all good
now i
realize that the gift i’m giving
is leaving
you here to deal with this
and i
don’t know
what i had in my mind
i
afraid of
regrets down the line
here i
stand i’m
watching
while the world in front of me
redefines
its inhumanities
please
forgive me
for
dragging you into this
and i’m
watching while the world in front of me
chokes upon
the pill atrocity
please
forgive me
for
dragging you, for dragging you into this
for
dragging you into this
and i
don’t know
what i was thinking of
i
i just
wanted to give you my love
here i
stand i’m
watching
while the world in front of me
redefines
its inhumanities
please
forgive me
for
dragging you into this
and i’m
watching while the world in front of me
chokes upon
the pill atrocity
please
forgive me
for
dragging you, for dragging you into this
watching
while the world in front of me
please
forgive me
for
dragging you, for dragging you into this
for
dragging you into this
29
i was just minutes away
from ending my day with a bang
in honor of your 29th
planned to a t, to the finest detail
perfection is all you deserve
and i want that for you for life
you were just minutes away
but ended your day with a crash
and i'm wondering where you could be
i come apart when the doctor says
that we'll be lucky if you wake again
and i feel the waves crushing me
i have a picture, perfect picture
that i carry of you in my head
and you're not in this hospital bed
for the love of God
don't you know who i am?
if you'd just blink your eyes
won't you squeeze my hand?
for the love of God
think of our future years
you're what's holding me together
don't just leave me here
for the love of God
you're what's holding me together
holding me
holding me
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soul yesterday
you seem to
feel the need to lie
when it
turned to hell, where was i?
was no
indication of your letting go
was your
inclination not to let it show?
looking
back on everything gone by
wondering
how much of that
was all
just a lie
you
manipulated such a sacred vow
was
humiliated but i'm angry now
strange
how forever leaves you never
when you
just look away
i couldn't
borrow more tomorrows
wouldn't
help anyway
strange how
forever left me never
well i just
looked away
i couldn't
borrow more tomorrows
wouldn't
help anyway
it's soul
yesterday to you
hold your head up
and if it's
bad
don't let
it get you down, you can take it.
and if it
hurts
don't let
them see you cry, you can make it.
hold your
head up, hold it
hold your
head up, hold it
hold your
head up, hold it
hold your
head high.
hold your
head up, hold it
hold your
head up, hold it
hold your
head up, hold it
hold your
head high.
and if they
stare
just let
them burn their eyes on you moving.
and if they
shout
don't let
it change a thing that you're doing.
hold your
head up, hold it
hold your
head up, hold it
hold your
head up, hold it
hold your
head high.
hold your
head up, hold it
hold your
head up, hold it
hold your
head up, hold it
hold your
head high.
and if they
stare
just let
them burn their eyes on you moving.
and if they
shout
don't let
it change a thing that you're doing.
hold your
head up, hold it
hold your
head up, hold it
hold your
head up, hold it
hold your
head high.
hold your
head up, hold it
hold your
head up, hold it
hold your
head up, hold it
hold your
head high.

equilibrium
shifting
focus don’t see clearly anymore
soul in
silence,
voice can’t
reach me anymore
weightless
witness
with no
conviction of my own
no
foundation with feet of clay
beneath a
heart of stone
what i
really need is equilibrium
what i
really need
what i
really need is equilibrium
what i
really need
new understanding
leave these
scars in sight
and use
them to remind yourself
that
currency divine
can suck
the life from life itself
she left
you far behind
she needed
more than you could give
two things
that you couldn’t buy
were a
reason or the will to live
pack it up,
stack it up
spit polish
your dollar signs
when you’re
shivering
all your
moneys a worthless blanket
voices
around you have gone silent now
voices
inside you have gotten so loud
at least
two commandments
are on
shaky ground
a new
understanding, you’re suffering now
leave these
scars in sight
iuse them
to remind myself
reaper sublime
it’s taken
some time
but you
managed to change all your ways
you saved
up your pennies
and
purchased a shiny brand new face
you snip
and you tuck and suffer the cut
to cover
the years
but you’re
still looking for just what to adjust
to cover
the fears
look in the
mirror
and pray to
the hands of time
it’s
useless to fear her
the reaper
sublime
the reaper
sublime
mind on mind
careful
what you say
cause you
might feed upon
the
words you leave behind
mind on
mind
don’t let
go the flame
cause you
might need
to
cross that bridge another time
mind on
mind
don’t just
sit there
rolling
your third eye at me
careful
what you say
because
they hang upon
the
words you leave behind
mind on
mind
don’t just
sit there rolling your third eye at me
say what
you mean what you
saving the
gray to take the shape of things to come
mean what
you say what you
mean the
streets we pave to take the shape of things to come
say what
you mean
mean what
you say
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