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battleship gray

 

i dont see the point in this no more

whip the dead horse, yeah

i dont have a grip like once before

used up life force, yeah

 

way too gone

for us to meet halfway

you see the line in the sand

dont wash away

 

i dont like the thought of this no more

i know you know, yeah

you can’t stand the sight of me no more

oh, but its easter for a dead horse

he day i go

 

way too gone

for us to meet halfway

you see the line in the sand

dont wash away

you got to break it down

you see the contrast fade

your black my white

a battleship gray

 

radio waves

 

confined to the web

barely recognize what's left of me

still i struggle to stay

and it doesn't seem right

have to feel you to remember me

but you were a part of me

now you keep my memories

and i'm going now

 

i been walkin' the wires

with the stars beneath my feet

in the radio waves

seven sisters laugh

 

an abandoned cafè

near the midnight of the soul

we hide and we count

every tick of the clock

reaper grinding his teeth

and thirsting for the energy

can’t give any more of me

ill send you ahead of me

and she's going now

 

i been walkin' the wires

with the stars beneath my feet

in the radio waves

seven sisters talk to me

i been comin' apart

but i'm so afraid to leave

in the radio waves

seven sisters laugh

 

 

 

From self-propelled

one mrs. hippie

vacant head, vacant stare,
weasel rots in there
albatross to drag you down
hands out you don’t care

pain you feel, feel is you

gimme one more dime to get back home
greasy junkie charm
the sucking sound that drowns you out
is coming from your arm

hate you feel, feel is you

how long can you hold your breath?
standin’ in the flood one mrs. hippie
how long can you keep your pride?
once it’s in your blood one mrs. hippie
how long can you hold your tongue?
‘til you are a liar one mrs. hippie
how long ‘til you find the one?
one who keeps your fire one mrs. hippie

you do what you have to; you do what you think you have to

how long can you hold your breath?
standin’ in the flood one mrs. hippie
how long can you keep your pride?
once it’s in your blood one mrs. hippie
how long can you hold your tongue?
‘til you are a liar one mrs. hippie
how long ‘til you find the one?
one who keeps your fire one mrs. hippie

how long?
how long?

one mrs. hippie

 

afraid

 

a million things to do

but i don’t make the time

it’s easier being blind

think of where i could be

if i just set my mind

its close enough to see

still i won’t cross the line

 

the blame so easily falls

everywhere but where it belongs

right here

now the only ass i can pin this tail on

is me for standing by and waiting too long

 

save me from myself

 

afraid to fail afraid to fall

afraid to have nothing but afraid to have it all

afraid to leave and break these ties

afraid to take the trip but afraid to miss the ride

 

afraid to fail 

 


blue sun

 

keep your tools to yourself

i aint so smart but i amuse myself

how can i read your lips

when you don’t move your mouth?

still i feel what you’re saying,

can’t block it out

 

self respect on a shelf

aint worth much so i abuse myself

oh i’m in here somewhere

but you may have to shout

fingernails on the blackboard

they drown you out

 

how deep the secret?

how long the lie?

how warm the colors of another sky?

how far the reaches this time around?

how long the shadows?

blue sun goes down


 

into this

 could i have been any stupider?

i don’t think so

could i have thought any less about you?

could i have been any more selfish here?

i don’t think so

you were the plan

that i didn’t think through

 

you were the promise

of making this life worth living

you were the love

that would make it all good

now i realize that the gift i’m giving

is leaving you here to deal with this

 

and i

don’t know what i had in my mind

i

afraid of regrets down the line

here i stand i’m

 

watching while the world in front of me

redefines its inhumanities

please forgive me

for dragging you into this

and i’m watching while the world in front of me

chokes upon the pill atrocity

please forgive me

for dragging you, for dragging you into this

for dragging you into this

 

and i

don’t know what i was thinking of

i

i just wanted to give you my love

here i stand i’m

 

watching while the world in front of me

redefines its inhumanities

please forgive me

for dragging you into this

and i’m watching while the world in front of me

chokes upon the pill atrocity

please forgive me

for dragging you, for dragging you into this

watching while the world in front of me

please forgive me

for dragging you, for dragging you into this

for dragging you into this

 

29

 

i was just minutes away

from ending my day with a bang

in honor of your 29th

planned to a t, to the finest detail

perfection is all you deserve

and i want that for you for life

 

you were just minutes away

but ended your day with a crash

and i'm wondering where you could be

i come apart when the doctor says

that we'll be lucky if you wake again

and i feel the waves crushing me

 

i have a picture, perfect picture

that i carry of you in my head

and you're not in this hospital bed

 

for the love of God

don't you know who i am?

if you'd just blink your eyes

won't you squeeze my hand?

for the love of God

think of our future years

you're what's holding me together

don't just leave me here

 

for the love of God

you're what's holding me together

holding me

holding me

 

 

 

 

 

 

soul yesterday

 

you seem to feel the need to lie

when it turned to hell, where was i?

was no indication of your letting go

was your inclination not to let it show?

 

looking back on everything gone by

wondering how much of that

was all just a lie

you manipulated such a sacred vow

was humiliated but i'm angry now

 

 strange how forever leaves you never

when you just look away

i couldn't borrow more tomorrows

wouldn't help anyway

strange how forever left me never

well i just looked away

i couldn't borrow more tomorrows

wouldn't help anyway

it's soul yesterday to you

 

hold your head up

 

and if it's bad

don't let it get you down, you can take it.

and if it hurts

don't let them see you cry, you can make it.

 

hold your head up, hold it

hold your head up, hold it

hold your head up, hold it

hold your head high.

hold your head up, hold it

hold your head up, hold it

hold your head up, hold it

hold your head high.

 

and if they stare

just let them burn their eyes on you moving.

and if they shout

don't let it change a thing that you're doing.

 

hold your head up, hold it

hold your head up, hold it

hold your head up, hold it

hold your head high.

hold your head up, hold it

hold your head up, hold it

hold your head up, hold it

hold your head high.

 

and if they stare

just let them burn their eyes on you moving.

and if they shout

don't let it change a thing that you're doing.

 

hold your head up, hold it

hold your head up, hold it

hold your head up, hold it

hold your head high.

hold your head up, hold it

hold your head up, hold it

hold your head up, hold it

hold your head high.

 

 

 

 equilibrium

 

shifting focus don’t see clearly anymore

soul in silence,

voice can’t reach me anymore

weightless witness

with no conviction of my own

no foundation with feet of clay

beneath a heart of stone

 

what i really need is equilibrium

what i really need

what i really need is equilibrium

what i really need

 

 

new understanding

 

leave these scars in sight

and use them to remind yourself

that currency divine

can suck the life from life itself

 

she left you far behind

she needed more than you could give

two things that you couldn’t buy

were a reason or the will to live

 

pack it up, stack it up

spit polish your dollar signs

when you’re shivering

all your moneys a worthless blanket

 

voices around you have gone silent now

voices inside you have gotten so loud

at least two commandments

are on shaky ground

a new understanding, you’re suffering now

 

leave these scars in sight

iuse them to remind myself

 

 

reaper sublime

 

it’s taken some time

but you managed to change all your ways

you saved up your pennies

and purchased a shiny brand new face

 

you snip and you tuck and suffer the cut

to cover the years

but you’re still looking for just what to adjust

to cover the fears

 

look in the mirror

and pray to the hands of time

it’s useless to fear her

 

the reaper sublime

the reaper sublime

 

mind on mind

 

careful what you say

cause you might feed upon

 the words you leave behind

mind on mind

don’t let go the flame

cause you might need

 to cross that bridge another time

mind on mind

 

don’t just sit there

rolling your third eye at me

 

careful what you say

because they hang upon

 the words you leave behind

mind on mind

 

don’t just sit there rolling your third eye at me

 

say what you mean what you

saving the gray to take the shape of things to come

mean what you say what you

mean the streets we pave to take the shape of things to come

 

say what you mean

mean what you say

 

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